Tag Archives: Depression

I saw a whale today

I saw a whale today, the spout gave it away. I was looking out over the pacific in Carlsbad, California.  Sitting there waiting for the mythical ‘green flash’ when out of the corner of my eye I saw a spout … Continue reading

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Lost, out of touch…

It’s happening again. That feeling of fuzzy reality, lost in time. Been thinking seriously about what it might be like if I were dead. Mostly dead inside already, the body just hanging on.  This time I know better, having spent … Continue reading

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At least it’s not Paris…

Sitting here, looking across the Danube and my stomach is not the only thing that’s empty. My heart feels light, but not in a good way, I have this beautiful view, so romantic and all I can think is that … Continue reading

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Lonely at the bottom

  When you sink low enough, you are at your loneliest, that’s when you need to talk, to find a reason to pick yourself up and and make your way back up to the shimmering surface where life goes on.  … Continue reading

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What is reality

   I wake most every day and know that it could be my last, that’s not a bad thing, that’s just the reality for every soul riding this rock. The bad thing is, sometimes wish that it were.   The … Continue reading

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Unfinished, but hopeful

   I struggle with depression, it’s self diagnosed, but anyone who has turned on the television knows the symptoms, it’s in every commercial for antidepressants.   I prefer to fix it myself, like my zombie cars. Hopeful, but unfinished.  My … Continue reading

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Just keep moving

I knew it would be like this, quiet. I guess I figured I could take it. I’ve always been a solitary soul. Introspective. But there is a difference in solitary and alone. You see those movies where they face adversity, … Continue reading

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