Tag Archives: Alcoholism

Lost, out of touch…

Posted on May 24, 2017 by rlherb

It’s happening again. That feeling of fuzzy reality, lost in time. Been thinking seriously about what it might be like if I were dead. Mostly dead inside already, the body just hanging on.  This time I know better, having spent … Continue reading →

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The sweet smell of change…

Posted on February 13, 2016 by rlherb

Sitting on the plane, I smelled oranges, the smell woke me out of a dead spin towards self pity, having just left the warm embrace of friends and family headed back to my lonely bachelor life, tearful good byes to … Continue reading →

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Street drummer

Posted on January 8, 2013 by rlherb

Walking back to my hotel I’m drawn to the hypnotic beat of a street drummer tattooing a plastic bucket. He is not particularly good, just simple rhythms. A panhandler, his hat laying face up, his clothes street dirty. I toss … Continue reading →

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