Monthly Archives: September 2015

Summer’s End

   All things come to an end.  My friend called from the ICU, her mother was dying. Cancer, she’s 74. A good long life I remind her, the circle and all that.  As I hang up the phone promising to … Continue reading

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Thoughts of you

   I drank your half-finished bottle of water; hoping to taste you on the plastic. It was not enough to satisfy my thirst. I put the bottle in recycle.  I saw your cup on the counter, a smear of lipstick … Continue reading

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Unfinished, but hopeful

   I struggle with depression, it’s self diagnosed, but anyone who has turned on the television knows the symptoms, it’s in every commercial for antidepressants.   I prefer to fix it myself, like my zombie cars. Hopeful, but unfinished.  My … Continue reading

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My purpose

i discovered my gift.  Purely by accident.  I’ve always said that I’m a shell, well shells are hollow, nothing of import within. Tonight a friend unloaded a lot of heavy emotions on me and I just absorbed it, filled my … Continue reading

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The long road

       At the end of the day, I get contemplative, packing up my computer, heading to the door. Looking down the path of my life, I don’t know where it ends, but I have a feeling looking back over … Continue reading

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Searching for paradox

I have a dear friend who says that there is nothing beyond this life and that we are obligated to create beauty in this one and only chance, that after its gone, then it’s gone and all that endures is … Continue reading

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