Monthly Archives: August 2012

Anger

I can never escape the anger. Creeping up slowly, and catching me off guard, anger wraps me in it’s scaly hot arms, whispering enraging words. It’s breathe smells of darkness and smoke. The words take hold in my brain, slide … Continue reading

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Precognition

Would you live life differently if you knew to the day, hour, minute and second of your death? What story arc would you write yourself? Story arc, that is a saying that is quite literal in this case. An arc … Continue reading

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Booby Trapped

We’ve all been there. Just walking through the meadow of sweet conversation with a woman, then without warning BANG! an innocent Comment triggers a booby trap. Blown Apart from the waist down we struggle to crawl to the safety of … Continue reading

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Last words

I often think about my last words. What will I utter, breathy last words, as my loved ones strain to hear. Will they be full of wisdom? Will they be full of regret? Will they even be a complete thought? … Continue reading

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When September ends…

Green Day had a song playing on the radio in 2005. It went “wake me up when September ends…”. That year I was sleeping in a fog of grief, wondering the exact same thing. September was a blur of bone-crunching … Continue reading

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You never get over it

Hey, what ru doing? Nothing. Just looking at his pic 😦 Which one? The one with his shoe untied, the one in his band uniform I’m looking at his last school picture, the one with no smile god I miss … Continue reading

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Mirror mirror

I was never one for rules. They get in the way. I have a set of rules that I loosely follow, …when it suits me. I think that it’s easier to ask forgiveness than to get permission. A smile goes … Continue reading

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